i basically have the mentality of a puppy when i’m talking to someone on the internet
like if they don’t respond quickly i assume they hate me and are gone forever and we’re never gonna talk again
but then they respond and it’s like i come running in HI HI HOW WAS YOUR DAY I THOUGHT YOU WERE NEVER COMING BACK I LOVE YOU
i can’t begin to describe how disgusting i feel in my own skin, i would change everything if i could. I want to feel confident but my confidence gets knocked down even more every day and it’s gotten to the point where i cant even look in the mirror without feeling like crying. I’m so fucking pathetic.